Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Thank you

November 11, 2013 marked the 27th year of God calling and you allowing me to serve as one of your pastors. Twenty seven years ago, the phrase “one of your pastors” meant being the fourth different pastor called in your young existence but today it means being one of four ordained pastors (five counting my dad) and one of nineteen full time staff members.

Thank you for allowing me to participate in the some of the most holy moments of your lives, profession of faith and baptisms, births and deaths, graduations and weddings. Thank you for trusting me to be present when life was so dark you could not fathom living another day and when the joy was so ecstatic laughter and smiles were laced with tears of joy. Thank you.

Thank you for taking a chance on a young, green, inexperienced, uneducated, brash 31 year old wet behind the ears overly confident kid. Today, I understand why you first balked at hiring me because if the 31 year old “Rick Owen” applied today to join our staff I would more than balk. His resume wouldn’t make the first cut. I wouldn’t hire me, but you did. Thank you.

Thank you for loving Dallas and Justin from the moment we arrived on the scene. Thank you for being present when Jacob and James were born and helping us raise all three into God fearing young men. Justin and Jacob are thriving in their careers. James has a job waiting for him when he graduates from UT next May. Most of all, all three are followers of Jesus. Thank you.

Thank you for hanging in there with Dallas and me when our marriage was on the rocks. We will celebrate 35 years of marriage January 6, 2014 in large part because of the love and grace of Jesus you showered upon us both. We will forever be indebted to you being the hands and feet of Jesus to our family when the shadows of darkness turned our days into what seemed like years of endless night. Today our marriage is stronger than ever for even when day gives way to night the light of Jesus shines upon us. Thank you.

I have many regrets. There are a litany of sermons, conversations, conflicts, meetings and leadership moments I wish I could do over. At age 58, I just now understand what it means to really follow Jesus and be a senior pastor. At age 58, I realize how much I didn't know then and don’t know now. At age 58, I finally understand what my elder mentor Paul Buening told me time and time again. “Love and prayer are the two most powerful forces in the world.” Thank you Paul, I get it.

Yes, I have many regrets but there are two decisions I will never regret. Saying “yes” when you invited Dallas, Justin and me 27 years ago and saying “no” to every suitor who invited me to pastor their church, change denominations and other various other opportunities that came my way. I will never forget at age 23 telling the District Superintendent of the United Methodist Church, after he laid out my 20 year plan of climbing the ladder from church to church that I didn't see the Holy Spirit in that plan. I told him “If I am going to be a full time pastor, I want to grow with one church so I can really know and love the people, and so they can really know and love me.” He said “The likelihood of that happening is slim to none.” But thanks be to God and thanks be to you, here we are! Thank you!

And we are not finished yet. I am more excited and hopeful about our future than ever before. 2013 has been one of our best years ever but hold on dear friends. I have said it many times before and believe it more today than I did 27 years ago when these words came out of my mouth. “God is not finished with us yet! The best is yet to come!” Thanks be to God and thanks be to you.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Rick